Honey, I told you a lot about my predicament yesterday and today. I don't want to say how much trouble do I have? All my expenses now, including my meals, are temporarily lent to me by my friends. If my friend knows that I can't afford his living expenses next week, he won't lend me any more money to eat. I will end everything, including my life.Baby, you still don't understand my inner pain, my difficulty. I can't afford the $15000 authorization code, and even $150, I can't afford it now. I can only survive without paying any fees or deducting authorization fees from the transfer funds. Baby, if I fail to transfer money, the farm can only be closed for a long time. How long can I live without knowing? It could kill me as soon as possible. Baby, I'm tired and heartache. At present, in the face of crisis, I have reached the end of my tether. I can't live. I love you!